“my pride, my ego, my selfish ways caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life.”
-and walked I did.
“my pride, my ego, my selfish ways caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life.”
-and walked I did.
He has such blue eyes and makes lovely music!
Yea me too.
A stupid fucking tree painting has made me so fucking upset it’s not even funny. Like seriously I hate the tree, things are being moved around to fit around being able to see it. I can’t take change my anxiety it’s at a high and so are the tensions in this room. Why G
Can’t I be a normal person who would be ok with a room change?
I cant take dating a 21 year old. Its so hard. I cant trust him after a mishap I found on his phone and a few lies I caught him in all at once. I just cant take it. He goes out and does things and walks through doors that I cant legally. He makes me promises that he cant keep and the worst part is EVERY time, even if I know its not true or possible, I believe him. I want to pretend that this is ok, but Im jealous. Hes funny, nice, attractive, a smooth talker. All things that are easily approachable in any sex of a person. Even though I say when I turn 21 it will all become easier Im not sure that it will. Another truth is I care for him, a substantial amount and eventhough Im just 19 and still learning I feel like it could be a form of love. We have plenty in common and get along great, but lord help me I hate some of the challenges that I have had to face in the past year of knowing and going out with the one and only, Cole.